Being Bipolar

Bipolar Awareness Month kicks off tomorrow so don’t forget to drop by. Aside from getting things started off for the month, I will be posting a picture of myself so you will finally be able to see me. If you’re curious, bookmark my site and be sure to come back.

Today, I am somewhere in Tunica, Mississippi playing the penny and nickel slot machines. That is about as much as I am willing to risk. The night before, I attended the AC/DC concert in Memphis, TN at the Fed Ex Forum. I know some of you are thinking about my fear of crowds. I admit that I am a bit manic after starting the new medication. It’s nothing major but it does help me in that department.

On that same note, the medication is really kicking in and I must say that I am feeling pretty good. It has definitely helped to lift the depression and I haven’t had any hallucinations in a few days now. I’ve been sleeping pretty good and the fog is getting less frequent. I still have the grogginess in the morning and I was a little agitated today, but I don’t expect everything to be perfect all the time. It’s nothing like it was and I can control it to a point. It’s a great improvement and I feel the weight on my shoulders slowly lifting away.

Once again, I’d like to thank everyone for being so supportive during a difficult time. It truly means a lot to me.